It’s been a slippery slope from Addy back to coke. I took addy to be productive and kept taking more and more. When I can’t get more I started getting coke. To stay productive and not over eat like I do when I come down. It’s gotten to the point where it doesn’t really work anymore and it turned into a coping mechanism. I feel so guilty for not being productive so I keep taking stimulants. I think I do have a lot of problems focusing and when I stop it gets so much worse. Now I think I do it to avoid the withdrawal. I do have some good days sober here and there but the guilt of not having enough energy and focus gets to me. I used to do it on and off when I was younger and it was different. But I also used to drink and smoke almost every day. I no longer daily drink like I used to maybe once a month and barely ever smoke weed. It’s just been going downhill and I’m hiding my use from my husband. I know I am so much better sober and I don’t want to rely on substances. I really just want my brain to function properly. I know it’s going to take time. I really struggle with patience. I hope this community can help me remember why I’m doing this. Any suggestions for supplements for stimulant withdrawal ,fixing my dopamine receptors and overall brain health?