I’m really not sure where to turn at this point and get good advice, but I’m not really sure if I’m an alcoholic or not or if I just often take things too far. It’s not like I drink all the time and it’s not like I get bad every time, but it is almost inevitable that I will act erratic one of the times I drink. The worst part of it all is when I mess up and get into drugs. That makes the drinking honestly not even worth it but I quite literally don’t want to give it up. I get bored a lot and drinking is centered around all of my friends. I ruined my own relationship by making poor choices while drinking and doing drugs. I guess I just really want advice.