You can’t punish yourself into sobriety. This journey we’ve all chosen is a long one and setbacks of any kind are bound to happen. When they happen it’s important that we take accountability, but also that we forgive ourselves and learn to do better instead of beating ourselves further into the holes we’ve dug. As corny as it sounds I hope we all learn to love ourselves and those around us enough to change for the better. Even those of us who don’t feel worthy of it, are. I wish the best for you all.