I’ve been drinking for the past nine years of my life. sometimes I can go a couple days without it and the, I’ll relapse and just drink every day. LateIy I thought I had it under control. Tops I was having like three beers and I was like that for a couple months and then I kind of went off the railings again. And it wasn’t just three beers. I’m drinking beer and hard liquor etc. last night I ended up putting my husband‘s life and my life at stake for a drunken decision. Im just at the point where I really really need to stop doing this. not only for my husband and for my health but for our safety, I really hope that I can push through and overcome this disgusting disease. I think I have a problem. I don’t think I’ve ever said that seriously. I feel like as an alcoholic you joke about it but I think I have a very serious problem. I need to stop otherwise it’s just gonna get worse and worse.