I’m sober and I am finding that my relationship with my husband who has only been my husband since this past October is falling apart… he still drinks. He still drinks heavily, and I am doing my best to be sober and take control of my life again and in the wake of the mess of the life that I created, I ended up in the hospital. I lost my job. I had to basically teach myself to walk because I became so weak and vitamin deficient. I am now sober almost 8 months, but I still have a husband who gets wasted and doesn’t help me around the house or make meals I’m just as emotional punching bag. It feels like and when I get upset and remove myself from situations, I’m the bad guy and he tells his friend how much of a bitch I am, but I am just trying to protect my own insanity and walk away from something that is really upsetting and nothing that I can change in that moment and I just don’t know what to do cause I’ve been with this person for eight years, but it is becoming increasingly hard to continue this and sucks more without him. I am only able to pay Pay My half of everything. I cannot support my own rent or utility bill. I feel really fucking screwed.