Today has been such an amazing day! Next Thursday I will finally be 6 months sober! It’s hard to imagine that 6 months ago, I was lying dead in a hospital bed in a coma thanks to crack and opiates.. The best part of today was the email I got, scheduling my intake phone call with Street Haven’s Grant house in Toronto, which was the treatment program I wanted to get into most.. I never would have gotten to this point if I hadn’t found the amazing NA & CA fellowships. Some people keep telling me I need to choose one or the other, but I disagree.. I get different things out of each fellowship and I refuse to give those things up. I’m also extremely grateful for my amazing sponsor.. she has been such a huge help in my recovery! Tonight I just came from an NA meeting and the topics were Acceptance and Gratitude, and there were some absolutely incredible shares.. but what I’m most grateful for is having those rooms to go to every night, and be surrounded by amazing people who care about me and are just as fucked up as I am, who understands the hardships I’ve had to go through to get to where I am..