I fucked up today. I relapsed on alcohol. It was bad. I was over 3 weeks sober. I would have been 4 weeks. I just feel hurt, sad, mad, so many negative emotions. I am still over 3 weeks sober from marijuana. I cant start using again, at all. I was doing so good. I need to get back on track. I want to quit nicotine as well. At first i only did it to control my cravings, but now im a full ok addicted. I went through a puff in 2 weeks. Thats horrible. when i first started smoking puffs they would last me months. Now I want to quit. I know one is to much, and 1000 isnt enough. I need to remind myself I am and addicted. And I cant just do these substances one time, because I will get addicted. I am 3 weeks sober and 5 days from marijuana, just shy of 6 hours from alcohol, and only 20 minutes off the nicotine. I want to live a long and healthy life.