Please keep going and don’t give into the fear. I was so scared of getting clean and it’s been pretty great so far. It is hard. You can only do it for you. No one else. And you can’t be responsible for your sobriety AND someone elses sobriety either. You HAVE to WANT it. No, NEED it as bad as you do the drug of choice.. Make sure to find something to put your focus into. You will get ALOT of emotions and feelings please learn how to cope with them safely! ❤️ not everyone is actually in your corner even when you do get on the “right track.” Some WILL try to do everything they can to make you slip and relapse DONT. Remember slip ups ARE OKAY. It’s happens. Just start over again tomorrow, it’s a new day and a new chance! 🙌🏼❤️ find GOOD, SAFE, RELIABLE SUPPORT. If you don’t believe in God that’s okay, but if you are Religious and believe in a God, get as close as you can to them. I can keep going honestly but these are a couple big ones I think I should share. h