Celebrating one week sober today, I feel sick at the thought of drink and I hope that feeling lasts but I have this weird feeling that this time is different, I’ve lost so much that I’m tired of loosing, I want to make my mom and dad proud, I want to be able to not feel anxious in every social setting and to constantly rely on alcohol for my confidence and to feel like everyone else, I never needed drink, I’m a loving fun out going person, I’m feeling broken hearted but I’m feeling strong , I have never been 7 days sober before, I’m not in AA but maybe it’s something I should consider I just find it very hard with my anxiety to sit in a group full of people and sit still when the information we are talking about is so hard to hear it makes me feel panicked and scared, this app makes me feel safe