5 days sober and feeling great honestly overall my mood hasn’t been this good in years. It took me and my boyfriend going back and forth arguing for the past couple weeks and my sister to tell me I need to get help. Boyfriend also said he could just leave during our fight he didn’t want to live like this. And honestly they really woke me up. I’ve been really focusing on trying to heal and help myself so that I can stay sober and maybe start having a family. I know I couldn’t survive life in the direction I was headed. I was either asking for accident or waiting to lose more friends or family members. I told my boyfriend I was struggling with alcohol but he truly doesn’t know the extent. We’ve been together for 4 years and he knew I drank but not that I was hiding drinks or even how much I was really drinking. I want my life with my boyfriend I already had my life fall apart so many times to alcohol I’m ready to pick myself and love. One day at a time