My fear is going back to my old habits that ruined my relationship a lot , I became someone I’d never wanted to be and it hurts me a lot cause I would have never thought I’d be that person in my life . Cocaine took a very huge toll on me and I saw a path that I’d never thought I’d see . I just wish and hope I don’t go back down that path again , and hope I can succeed on becoming sober and healthy not just for me but for my family as well 🙏🏼