80 days sober going threw divorce, a feeling that im riding out knowing this version of me can go threw my emotions without reacting is a step better than what I was before , anyone going threw emotions knows how difficult it is to cope but trust be it gets better , the first 3-7 days were the hardest crashed out mad at myself crying that little voice that say to I know that feeling but u gotta fight yourself out of it but after that I felt the relief knowing im gonna do it and I did 1-2 week trying to calm myself fixing anything broken financially and mentally 1-2 month's really was more trying find things todo that I been avoiding and brain rewiring not to mention a random skin break out its actually a thing lol loosing weight face less puffy and heavy dreams , still dealing with insomnia but I go on reddit r/stopdrinking and joining others , well sry for the chitchat but ill be post here and supporting others here , every day is a win 🏆
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chemibiohaz
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