Day 90 of sobriety is tomorrow, I think it was a good goal to first go a week than two weeks then a month then two months and I’m so close to three months that I can honestly say I have not had 1 ounce of any alcohol. But I think about it every day, how much I need a drink how much or how bad would it be? Do I keep going or do I know I’m fine. I can handle it if I have a drink, you know, especially after a gig that I play can I fucking let loose without going overboard? Have I earned it? I know it’s poison. I see it’s taken some of my older family through the years. What would you do?