I didn’t drink often and had gone long periods sober. I just sometimes went far and it triggered dissociation so I stopped. Lately, I think I’m noticing how I am a lot more honest and willing to stand up for what’s right than many folks around me. I guess noticing that comes from cutting off relationships with folks who treat me badly and make excuses; I used to be on the defensive a lot. Being sober perhaps emphasises my strength to deal with painful and difficult things responsibly