24 hours being sober. The detox was already kicking my ass and I went to urgent care for meds to help detox safely. I’ve kept my addiction a secret and managed to be functional so I’m feeling alone and isolated in my recovery. A part of me wishes people knew so I could have support and encouragement through this. I’m the strong one who supported my partner getting to sober living all while struggling with the same exact problems. The shame and guilt of the secrecy and my partner looking like the problem addict is eating me alive.