Childhood joy. Who remembers that? I’m craving it. Chasing pleasures and dopamine now for so long never being satisfied. Wanting to fill my cup naturally. Our mind is tricky. Tells me I’m bored, not going to enjoy blank without weed, is the pot what makes me creative? Am I going to lose my intelligence? No. False. Stop. I want to remember my childhood joyous feeling. No vices, just JOY. 🙏🏼❤️