A WEEEEEEK SOBERš„³š„³š„³ I wouldnāt say that Iām proud of myself, thatās the wrong verb because itās not that I ever thought I couldnāt stop drinking, to be honest I let go of trying in life. I used to be on top of my finances, in college, never drank, and I lost it all in less than a year, simply because I was letting someone take advantage of me because I loved them and cared. After I lost my job and as the mountain of debt I had, and lost my cr on top of it, AND realized my man was only with me out of comfort and convenienceā¦.. yeah, Iāve never in my life have been a quitter but my brain actually broke. Started just saying āit is what it isā and drinking a full bottle of wine at work, throughout the dayā¦. I just couldnāt let go of the past that I had tried my ass off to save. After hitting the last and worst rock bottom, I think in a weird way it allowed me to let go, and accept my situation, and idk something just flipped in me, I want to fix my life, put me first, finish school, and haha, like I always say ā¦. āIf I can fuck up my life in a year, I can fix it in a yearā Happy one week to the others out there, -Safety
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LilMae
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