While I had a very unproductive, lazy day… I did it with out the anxiety and the head ache from the night before. I haven’t had a sip of alcohol in over 3 weeks and I wasn’t sure if I was planning on just dialing back the consumption or if I was never going to drink again. I have got to say, the first week was hard because I felt so down about myself, that I couldn’t drink the same way my friends and family could. I felt like something was being taken away from me. Over the last two weeks I’ve regained a little bit of my actual self. Not the me that’s usually 5 or 6 drinks deep. I’ve become more confident in myself, working harder, and making more time for friends and family. I guess what’s made me happy is that if I had this day while I was hungover, I would be so disappointed in myself. Instead after a long weekend of working, i spent my time reading in bed, eating some of my favorite snacks, relaxing and resting my body being totally comfortable with the fact that i can live the rest of my life better than i ever imagined without alcohol ever again. (: