I’m ready to start this journey. I started drinking too much going through my divorce (I was married for 17 years) It sort of became a “treat” I could give myself and I’ve realized what a hold it has taken on me. I’m in a new relationship with a wonderful man who adores me and I’ve never been happier. But lately I keep drinking in the evenings and end up starting arguments over nothing. I’m worried I’m going to lose the happiness I’ve finally found. I keep drinking and becoming dysregulated when I should be happy. It’s becoming a pattern and is showing me I have a problem Not drinking seems daunting but I do want to be the best version of myself. I’m so not proud of myself right now.