That i am such a better person without alcohol and drugs. Im not this anxious depressed, angry person. Its the alcohol and drug use what makes me like that. I only ever liked myself drunk because of the confidence i gained and most people only know me that way. But the sober, real me is confident and happier. When all the darkness fades away its so humbling to know what i actually am like sober and that im a nice person and can socialise being sober.