Hey guys, I’ve been trying to quit on and off this year after realizing I was addicted to weed and was using my cbd to cope too much. I have big dreams and have been working on on trying to make them come true. I had one year without financial pressures and that year is coming to an end. I have a small job on the side but it doesn’t give me enough at all to survive. Now I gotta somehow found a job but also keep going on my dreams while being 23y old and not being good enough just yet to achieve who I want to be. It’s tough, a lot of pressure. Doubts, loneliness in the path, and with cbd I use it to cope too much. Rip used to be ish t end of the day, now it’s whenever I’m bored, when I don’t want to be productive or work, or when I have to do creative work as well. I’m craving it so bad. This is day 1 sober. I’ve quit on and off in the last year but have been unable I to quit for over two months. I’m just scared shitless of everything and I hate being bored. Wish me luck 😩