Almost 6 months sober. Kinda crazy to be saying that. I’ve had many ppl ask if I’m pregnant for the reason I’m sober lol. Also had family & friends try getting me to drink even though they know I’m sober. Also trying to make me hide it from partner. I still seem to can’t shake off the past. It’s really hard. I cringe so badly and just want to be gone if that makes sense, & I don’t mean that in a suicidal way. I feel like that’s my biggest battle right now & I’m not sure where to go from here. Anyone else feel this way?