Coming onto day 3 this is usually where i flop and make all the excuses about being good for 2 days now I can have a few (10) drinks just to take the edge of and get stuck into another week bender spending up to $500-700. Thinking being a mummy of two working two mentally and physically draining jobs to provide with a partner who does the same is a good reason to reward myself. Hard a hard day and thought about just throwing it in but the scales, the mentality, the financial burden is stopping me. So spent the time being present with the kids went for a walk lol still got angry with them for normal parent things but also didn’t use it as an excuse to disassociate from reality. Hope it gets easier at the 10 day mark