I’m feeling super shameful and guilty about my behavior over the weekend. I had no intentions of drinking and ended up getting hammered. I just feel as if I embarrassed myself and became a different person. I’m really beating myself up about it today and I feel so small and worthless. I’m tired of drinking and turning into someone I’m not proud of. I’m so good 90 percent of the time but I feel that the other 10 percent just ruins everything. I don’t want to sabaotage my own life anymore. I stayed sober in the past for 2 years and have been on and off since then. I am posting this to let it out there to see if anyone can relate . Just looking for some connection and support