Tbh I never thought after years of my mental health taking a tole I didn’t think I’d still be here it was the easiest way out and that feeling of doing drugs to numb my pain to not feel I’d be where Iam today I feel my feelings i talk to my family Iam not ashamed It’staken therapy and hard work of healing on my self and to distance my self not because I don’t care about people in my life I had to take time to find my self again even if that ment country walks daily walking in the woods being creative drawing painting chainmail creating Changing my hair every five mins lil self love 💕 affirmations that Iam beautiful I have got this 💕 I have except everything never going to be easy but I know that each day I’m alive I’m blessed and even more because at some point I became a shell unrecognisable so on wards and up wards my daughter makes me the strongest person as I’m not just doing it for my self but for her to 🖤🤘🏻 Iam one year and five months sober it’s never easy but if Iam here there’s hope for everyone and I hope anyones journey is kind to u and lil steps make room for big 🖤🖤🖤