Somewhat depressed but sober! I'm so proud of myself for making it 2 months, I almost relapsed a few days ago and genuinely considered killing myself which is something I haven't thought of in a long time, thankfully talked some sense into myself and didn't. my birthday is in a few days, and I never imagined making it to this age. Keep pushing and don't give up and give in. you got this and I love you ♥️