If pride is an emotion, I have been randomly feeling pride for myself hitting 105 days sober, not giving in, even when a so-called “friend“ yesterday afternoon had a brewery offered me a drink or just a sip, knowing I was not drinking, how fucked up is that I did not give in an intern not only had an expensive bottled root beer, but a glass of water after that. After another long day and a trip to the city, dinner with my wife along the way, the only urge I really had was for like a diet 0 cal Coke. Which I did get on the ferry back lol, wrapping up whole circle to this morning, waking up off to band practice, totally sober totally with it and pride runs deep.