so i kind of gave up on sobriety for awhile. the last two months actually. i was doing it every single day. then i started to hate my life. i felt like i couldn’t see, my reaction time was slow, and my brain couldn’t work. i couldn’t remember things that i had said in a conversation i was having. it felt like having short term and long term memory loss at the same time. i’ve decided to quit. for the sake of my happiness and health. this is day 3 for me and it’s rough. it’s like being slapped in the face with reality after living in a daze for the past two months. wish me luck.