4 months and 1 day no pills… it’s beyond hard and i’ve been struggling a lot recently. sorry i haven’t been as active, i really miss and have come to find myself thinking of all of you, especially with no connection here. yall matter so much to me. i appreciate every single one of you and wanted to acknowledge how much your support, love, comments, replies, etc has played a huge role in my recovery, made a massive impact on my mindset, and helps me stay clean (and here in general). i cant convey how much it means to me to finally feel seen, understood, and strong when i was consumed by my demons and felt more than alone in my struggles. i wish i could could word it better, hopefully when im back home with a clearer mind i can. remember how much you are valued, the impact youve made on others here, your worthiness to have a fulfilling life that overflows with serenity and happiness, the the beautiful futures yall more than deserve. again, thank you all for ur support im always rooting for you & your best self! xoxo