Writing this sitting outside a bar parking lot,after 38 days sober. I had the worst fight with my bf, he told me hes tired off me and to fuck off and I have no where to go, I feel helpless, I’m exhausted, sad, mad, and just tired man 😪 I’ve smoke almost I pack of cigarettes fighting the urge to drink a beer but I finally give out. I’m so lost I’m so tired I’m so done