Starting over yet again this sobriety is kicking my ass. I gave up the weed but the damn blacks I find myself going to the store everyday to buy at least 2. I have a doctors appointment for surgery consultation tomorrow and quitting tobacco is a requirement before I get a date. I’m not a liar so I know this will set my date for surgery of for atleast 2 or 3 months. Not happy about it but it’s the choices I made for self 😮‍💨. Wanted to vent thanks for holing space