i’m trying to avoid feeling worried, which I guess you could say is good, but I have been feeling sick and part of me is worried that I can’t truly be sober. And I feel like I’ll have FOMO and I’ve been sober for months before, but never truly sober. if it wasn’t alcohol, it was weed If it wasn’t that it was vaping and nicotine, it wasn’t that it was Coke. Or maybe all four or maybe Molly. The list could just keep going. and you know see. I think it’s good to talk about things, but I truly work myself up. And ironically my dudes Mom put on a movie today a. bout a girl with eating disorder. and it felt a little bit too similar to what I go through, but just in a different font