I’m lonely, I’ve been eating a lot at home. I don’t enjoy going outside. My friends. Friends where the ones who got me into weed, it feels like they left me. Or maybe I left them because I knew deep down yes it’ll be lonely but this was never for me. Now I don’t know who I wanna be when I grow up honestly I’ve been avoiding it. Growing up means not being mommy’s little girl anymore. And I’m scared but a week and 5 days in I’m feeling okay. I still forget a lot of stuff it’s worrying for someone my age. But I’ll be fine without them. All I need is my family.