I’m like 20 days clean from self harm and idk if this is weird but I miss it. To clarify that I mean it in the way that I made it part of my nightly routine to cut and now it’s just boring idk. All I do is listen to music and watch videos it’s kinda crazy that 3 weeks ago I was stuck in life and felt like I was never gonna quit but the urge to sh is so strong and it probably doesn’t help that my razors are on my nightstand i just can’t bring myself to throw them away. Even if I were too I’m still surrounded by sharp things that would be a lot more unsafe to use instead of a razor blade. Anyways have a nice day/night and thanks for reading🤍