This means everything.I never thought I would make it this far and God knows that my relatives didn't think so either. Life has became so much harder this past year but so have I. I'm far from perfect or achieving my goals but I'm proud of myself for not giving up by drinking poison for a momentary escape. Sure I still make a lot of mistakes but they are my mistakes and not from the person I became when I blacked out. I recall everything I do and everything I say. Thank you all for taking the time to read and to be here in the fight. IWNDWYT