I've been addicted to using meth, using it about five days a week. At first, it feels like it helps you cope with the battles you keep inside. But in reality, it makes things worse. In the beginning, it gives you a great feeling—like having a lot of energy and your mind always operating. But sooner or later, it can damage you and your mental health. I often make bad decisions because of it, and my thoughts become so negative that sometimes I want to end my life. I hope that someday I will be sober.