I have struggled both for a long time. Separately. I started using opioids in 2020. I did not stop until September 24. I have been sober since then. BUT then I picked up a bottle of vodka. And drank it every single night bc hey alcohol was better than what I was doing… no I blacked out every night. Injured myself few times. One day I realized, I forced myself, this can’t be my life. I check into a detox at the hospital and it has helped me tremendousy. I’m on day 2. My god does it suck but I am, doing the dang thing. I know that if I can do these things. So can you. It know it’s hard. Believe me. You can do it, NO MATTER how many times you have told yourself you can’t. Proud of all you sober people on her. Gives me more faith♥️