it’s actually been seven months but for the last month like five different people i’ve asked couldn’t give me rides to the NA meeting. luckily i found a crew at my outpatient who want to start going and two of those people have cars. i actually hate twelve step programs and have no plans on doing step work or getting a sponsor, if it helps you im glad, but i DO value the community and how supportive strangers can be when i barely have any friends. had no friends for a long time that weren’t my husband until very recently when i got close with a few people at my outpatient. i still miss fentanyl a lot though