Today is my day one. Like most I have had many day ones but I am scared that this could be last chance. My actions under the influence of alcohol almost never align with what my soul wants or needs. One day I am going to fuck my life up majorly. My relationship with alcohol has cost me almost everything already. The hardest part is apologizing for your drunk actions to the same person over and over. I cant trust who I am when I drink but I always find a way to convince myself I can. Thanks