i feel like i post too much on here sometimes. i just want friends. i just want to be understood. i want someone to care enough to reach out and j ask me dumb questions abt my day. ik i sound needy and pathetic. i feel like a burden but ik it’s important to make connections in recovery. i feel i have 0. i’m so alone irl and in my skull. theres nothing any1 could say to make me believe i deserve the time of day, or anything at all. i feel so stuck and trapped and im honestly ready to give up