I’ve gone back and forth on posting this but maybe it will help. First of of all, your journey is your own and this isn’t advice I’m just gonna share my own process and maybe it will resonate for someone. I’ve quite hardcore opiates, Soboxone, Kratom basically any pill you can think of. I’ve been clean for years and no longer have cravings. I joined this because recently I caught myself having a drink when I was stressed or overwhelmed and I know that’s how it starts. I went to rehab once and quit hard dope. For everything else I quit at home on my own cold turkey in intentionally the most painful way possible. I needed it to hurt, I needed it to hurt so bad it would sear itself into my soul. My mantra that I repeated everyday and still do is victory or death. I would rather fucking die then be a slave any longer. I would rather fucking die then fail my self again. These are the stakes, there is no other option. I can’t tell you how many mornings I would get up and cry in the kitchen because I hadn’t slept for days and was spiraling. It didnt matter I earned this pain by running from it all for so long with substances. I went to the hospital due to dehydration because I couldn’t get my bowels under control after two weeks of constant diareha from kratom concentrates. Didn’t matter I would rather fucking die then go backwards. I promise you that once you push through to the otherside the confidence and pride you feel for seeing something through and not giving up for once in your life will show you how powerful you really are. Everyone’s journey is different but I’m here to help. It may not be recommended by experts or the 12 step program. But I’m living proof it works. If this resonates and you need an extra push on the bad days reach out to me. Y’all can do this, you’re capable of this and more powerful then you know. Take your power and your life back! I believe in you all!