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MercuryGatorade
2 weeks sober
I need to forgive myself for not being perfect. I keep being mad at myself for not reaching out for help sooner, not stopping my bad habits sooner, not taking charge of my health sooner. I have no one to blame but myself, but then again, who hasn’t put off calling the doctor or getting blood work? If my friend were telling me that they hated themselves for waiting 6-8 months to call a doctor, I’d remind them that that is a VERY human thing to do. A lot of us hate doctors, a lot of us have had bad experiences. Why don’t I give the same grace to myself? Is anyone else putting off doctors appointments or have anything they need to get done that they haven’t started yet? We can encourage each other in the comments 🥰
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