I found this in my wardrobe, I thought i cleared everything but clearly not…I would hide drinks in there so I could sneakily have some through the day thinking it was going to make me feel better about myself, today was a turning point though I realised I would drink because I actually hated myself and it was pretty hard to admit, considering its day 5 of being sober I’m feeling proud of the progress I’m making and understanding why I was even drinking in the first place. I have cried over it today but it’s been very mixed emotions between sadness and happiness that I actually know the full reason…I feel knowing will only help me get better and grow x