I have been drinking daily for a year now and I decided to make the step to go sober. It’s only day 2 and I want to drink so bad. I am currently vacationing with my other half’s family and they all drink and being around them drinking and being drunk when I am just trying to put myself in a better place is hard. I just want to say why tf does it matter and drink and drink. I feel so alone even when I’m not, but it just feels like even though I know I have a problem and it’s real, I feel like others judge me and don’t take me seriously. I wish I had a rewind button and never picked up a bottle. But here I am now, day 2 of soberness and I really wanna make it further.