I’m back to 5 days sober. I 100% would have drank today from all of my stress and stuff I’m trying to figure out in my current living situation. I’m so thankful for my Antabuse. It’s my savior right now. I don’t know if I’ll ever be strong enough to not give in to cravings without it. And it’s ok. I get to wake up tmw feeling good. I remember when I was super deep into my addiction, I was the girl at the gas station at 6am asking the clerk to please unlock the beer fridge. While everyone else was getting coffee and starting their work days, I was withdrawing