A fear of sobriety that I’m working through is not being able to have fun without substances. Finding something that will match the same high I felt drinking and smoking or wondering if anything ever will. The relationships I’ve built through bad habits, the ones I’ll more than likely lose because I’m sober. The loneliness that comes with quitting the habits that once filled you up with fake happiness and joy that now leave you empty, with little, if any, good influences around to help you through the worse before it gets better.