Today is day one of sobriety. Made a huge mistake two days ago. Still had a couple drinks yesterday to help with the anxiety, but I still felt so anxious and extremely sick afterward. And thank goodness I did feel sick or else I would have went right back into the cycle. I dumped out the half of the 750ml that was still left over in the sink and I’m never going back. That was around 4-5 yesterday. Just been watching sober TikTok’s and doing some light cleaning today. I’m going to start taking care of myself and not using alcohol to cope with stress or anxiety. I’m ruining my life and relationships. It’s my last chance for change.