Hey yall. Might be a bit of a word vomit but I just joined today due to a longggg journey of drug use. Been using pretty much anything I can get ahold of since high school (about 10 years). Through the week it’s downers (Xanax, oxy, hydros, weed or 7-OH if I can’t get anything else) and usually about 1-2 8 balls of blow on the weekends, along with large amounts of alcohol. I’ve always been very high functioning, I have two jobs, a lot of friends and family that I hang out with and keep in touch with on a daily basis. Don’t have the time to get into it but I had a very rough childhood and my parents weren’t the best (trying to say all of this in the nicest way possible lol). Basically nobody in my life really knows how bad it’s been the past couple years so I downloaded this to at least admit to somebody how bad my addiction(s) have gotten. I don’t necessarily want to get sober but I know I need to, if that makes any sense lol. I’ve been diagnosed with BPD, and severe PTSD, as well as the usual anxiety and depression lmao. Looking forward to maybe connecting with some other people who might feel the same way. Much love ❤️