ik there’s a greater purpose and a point to me choosing to abstain from smoking but it feels like everything around me is tempting me to just pick up a joint n at the moment the cons are outweighing the pros, I’ve been listless, restless, my insomnia has been so bad since coming off I’ve been up till 4-5 am consistently every night unable to fall asleep and my appetite is so fucked I don’t feel hungry but I still force myself to eat sum but the food doesn’t taste the same even my comfort foods that I usually love doesn’t taste the same, the texture turns me off or the taste is blander than I remember and I feel ill from it I’ve only managed to eat fruits n fruit bars n I’m concerned that I’m forming an ED. Thankfully I don’t have a great urge to smoke but it feels like everything around me is pushing me to smoke. I kinda just wanna cry