I’ve never considered myself to have a problem with alcohol. however, there are times when i black out and then i have raging hangxiety for days and days filled with regrets. every time this happens to me i always say im never drinking again. then i end up having a drink or two here and there until i repeat the cycle. to me it’s not worth it when i feel the way i do after drinking. i literally hate myself and go into a depression that takes me days to get out of. i want to stop saying im gonna be done and not actually be done. it’s time for change.